macam i ni anak kecik merangkak di tengah kota-pinjam ayat En.Khai.
You will never feel like a mother, until u becomes a part of it.
I think most mother have the same thought as my mum have.
Kan-kan-kan?
My mom always worried about me. Even though she didn't show the expression in front of me. Sebab, selalunya my mum always berlagak cool. Tak tunjuk langsung yang dia risau. Kalau I keluar tue, dia tak call i pun (kadang-kadang she do call me ;) tapi biasanya I yang selalu call bagi tau I kat sana-sini, pukul berapa I akan balik rumah ;)
Sometimes i feel like my mum nie, tak risau ker kat I- okey, nampak macam I nak perhatian lebih kat situ +_+*
Sampai lah satu hari I betul-betul tahu yang dia sangat-sangat-sangat risau kan I bila peristiwa nie berlaku.
She called me several times. Biasanya kalau I tak sempat angkat, I’ll called her back lah. Tapi masa tu I tido (penat semalaman buat assg kat Puncak, balik apa lagi tido mati lah) and kebetulan my HP kat luar, I tido dalam bilik. She called banyak kali, I tak angkat. Then She called my close friend, Alin and Alin cakap, I dah lama balik rumah.
After that she called my sister. Tapi my sister cakap I tak der called dia. So, u’ll boleh bayangkan, cam ner my mum’s feeling kan? Susah hati, jiwa kacau terkenang anak dia.
At last bila dia sampai rumah, dia tengok anak dara dia best, bantai tido!
Serious, my mum tak termarah i hari tue. (selalu dia akan bebel ;) Mungkin perasaan dia lega kot.
Then, I know my mum always love me and worried about me ^_^
Now, I think my mum lagi worried about me.
Ye lah, kadang-kadang tue kelas malam. I terpaksa naik bus balik rumah. nak-nak sekarang macam-macam kes berlaku (nauzubillah, mintak-mintak di jauhkan!). Sedangkan I cakap nak gi tgk wayang alone pun dia dah dup-dap-dup-dap. Inikan pulang malam, jalan kaki sorang-sorang.
Owh, I don’t have a car untuk kegunaan sendiri lah. kalau tetiba Nampak I drive weekdays+ sabtu tue tandanya I have to send my mum pergi kerja kat sungai buloh, then patah balik Shah Alam. Petang amik my mum pulang kadang-kadang malam.
Some of my friends ask me, I pergi class naik apa?
Bila I reply
"bus"
Terus diaorang cakap
“eh, tak penat ker?”,
"why tak suruh ur mum belikan kereta for you?"
Owh, I wish my mum boleh beli a new, nice car for her,
then kereta bet-bet yang ada skrg boleh I guna gi karaoke,muahahaha kelas.
Tapi I couldn’t ask for more. My sister and brother still belajar. My mum pulak working alone. Sampai hati ker I nak berkeras mintak kereta kat dia. Walaupun hati melonjak-lonjak nak?
Lagipun I always remind myself.
Susah sekarang and ALLAH will reward you later.
Cuma tak nak bagi my mum susah hati teringat kat I, I always called her walaupun setiap permulaan bicara, I akan taye
"Mama, tengah buat apa tue?"
My mama akan cakap plus suara tinggi sikit,
"Kerja lah!"
I tahu, my mum tak akan risau kan I sebab tau I okey jer ;)
To my mum;
Mama,
U're the best mum and you have done a great job for raising us!

Owh, I belum tunjuk gambar raya tahun nie kan?
LastWords: Maaf, I sgt emo. Mengenangkan I tak belajar bersungguh-sungguh untuk exam tomorrow.Apa plak tomorrow, kejap lagi kul 9 pagi!
Syana-Syana-syana!